This has been a much better week emotionally speaking than last week. I just signed the request for divorce, so the next step is to see what she's going to ask for. I've told myself to assume she's not going to be a jerk until I find out otherwise.
There is much to be said about structure and routine. Part of what's keeping me grounded is just sticking to a semi-rigidly structured day. You are sworn to secrecy, but I basically poop around the same time every day, give or take 5 or 10 minutes.
I got my acoustic guitar fixed up, so I hope to start getting into that again. I want to be a finger picker and be able to play folk and blues numbers. Really, I just want to get good enough to play with other people with confidence.