I don’t really want a pet right now. I don’t want to have to spend money on vet appointments and food. I do spend money on budget cat food for these two feral cats that loiter around my house. One of them runs away when I try to be friendly. The other one is a bit more appreciative, but just a little. A girlfriend is something that sounds good in theory, but I’m not ready to be a boyfriend. I’m still distrustful of women. I’m also too broke to go hunting for one. I’m not interested in online dating either, which seems to be the way people hook up these days.
Send all Shake Shack employees to Gitmo! And Antifa super soldiers are real and they're coming to get you! In fact, it's entirely within the realm of possibility that Shake Shack is antifa headquarters. And that they are running a child trafficking ring in the basement. 8-}
Maybe you got sick at Shake Shack because eating triple stacked fried cheeseburgers with pork belly and washing them down with a large shake isn't a good meal plan.
Yep. The main reason I don’t want a pet is because they get sick, injured, and die. I don’t want any potential heartaches at this time in my life. Probably explains the reason I don’t want a girlfriend either. Not the sick, injured, death part. The heartache part.
Once I figure out how to let go of all the anger, resentment, and all around bitterness I have from my marriage, then I’ll be boyfriend material again.
Once I figure out how to let go of all the anger, resentment, and all around bitterness I have from my marriage, then I’ll be boyfriend material again.
That is an amazingly self aware and positive outlook. I hope you get there.
2nd week of the highatus has been a lot easier than the first week. Someone asked me if I was thinking more clearly. Nope. Just as foggy as I was before. I don’t know if it’s connected, but I’ve been listening to a lot of classic reggae the last few days.
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A girlfriend is something that sounds good in theory, but I’m not ready to be a boyfriend. I’m still distrustful of women. I’m also too broke to go hunting for one. I’m not interested in online dating either, which seems to be the way people hook up these days.
But there is anxiety too. Here is one more mood to manage and mouth to feed until it dies.
Simon had kids over to swim in our little pool and the shrieking was freaking Rango TF out.
I don’t know if it’s connected, but I’ve been listening to a lot of classic reggae the last few days.
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